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(no subject) [May. 27th, 2005|01:24 pm]
And if they get me and the sun goes down into the ground
And if they get me take this spike to my heart and
And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and
You put the spike in my heart

And if the sun comes up will it tear the skin right off our bones
And then as razor sharp white teeth rip out our necks I saw you there
Someone get me to the doctor, someone get me to a church
Where they can pump this venom gaping hole
And you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat
And if they come and get me
You put the spike in my heart

And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and

Can you take this spike?
Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless
Night time sky
Can you take this spike?
Will it wash away this jet black feeling?

And now the nightclub set the stage for this they come in pairs she said
We'll shoot back holy water like cheap whiskey they're always there
Someone get me to the doctor, and someone call the nurse
And someone buy me roses, and someone burned the church
We're hanging out with corpses, we're driving in this hearse
Someone save my soul tonight, please save my soul

And as these days watch over time, and as these days watch over time
And as these days watch over us tonight

I'll never let them, I'll never let them
I'll never let them hurt you not tonight
I'll never let them, I can't forget them
I'll never let them hurt you, I promise

Struck down, before our prime
Before, you got off the floor
Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?
Can you stake me before the sun goes down?

And as always, innocent like roller coasters.
Fatality is like ghosts in snow and you have no idea what you're up against
because I've seen what they look like.
Becoming perfect as if they were sterling silver chainsaws going cascading...
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I am tired of this. [May. 16th, 2005|09:47 am]
I am just ready to graduate now. I am sick of busting my ass for this school and nothing working for me. I just want summer.
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Taking Back Sunday [May. 6th, 2005|01:12 pm]
[I feel fucking | rejected]
[melody |Taking Back Sunday]

One Way Conversation
                    the way that Pat Ruff feels.

One by one
The children laugh and stare
At the boy down the road that nobody knows and nobody cares
He doesnt look like the rest of them
Cause he won't dress like the rest of them
Nobody cares about the boy on Northman Street

In between the light of day
He wants more than anything
In between the light of day
To find his way out of here

Dinner conversation
Passes him right by
No one cares about his stories they call them lies
Dreams of finding a way
Dreams of being on stage
Nobody cares he's finding his was up Nothing Street

In between the light of day
He wants more than anything
In between the light of day
To find his way out of here
In between the light of day
He thinks he's going to make it
In between the light of day
If he could only take it

This is the time
This is the place
We all go our seperate ways
No turning back
This is the time
This is the place
We all go our seperate ways
No turning back
No turning back
No turning
Your going to be a star someday
Your going to be a star someday
You tell me
Someday
You tell me

There's No "I" In Team

Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
And if we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means

And I've got a twenty-dollar bill
that says you're up late night starting
fist fights versus fences in your backyard
Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor
Soaking in sympathy
from friends who never loved you
nearly half as much as me

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable...ohoh

Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
If we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means

You never knew
well i never told you...
Everything I know about breaking hearts
I learned from you, it's true
I've never done it with the style and grace you have
But I've made long term plans
based on these mistakes

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable

Is this what you call tact?
I swear you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
so let's end this call,
and end this conversation
there's nothing worse...
(that's right he said, that's right he said it)
I swear, you have no idea
The jealousy that became me thinking
(that's right he said)
that you always had it way too easy

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable

Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve

Best friends means I pulled the trigger!!!
Best friends means you get what you deserve!!!

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Taking Back Sunday [May. 6th, 2005|01:03 pm]
[I feel fucking | rejected]
[melody |Taking Back Sunday]

Number Five With A Bullet

Get up, get up
Come on, come on, lets go
There’s just a few things
I think that you should know
Those words at best
were worse than teenage poetry
Fragment ideas
and too many pronouns
Stop it, come on
You’re not making sense now
You can't make them want you
They're all just laughing

Literate and stylish (literate and stylish)
Kissable and quiet (kissable and quiet)
Well that's what girls dreams are made of
And that's all you need to know (and that’s all you need to know)
You have it or you don't (you have it or you)
You have it or you (don't)

You have it or you
You see how much time you're wastin?
You're coward of seperatin

Stop it, come on
you know I can’t help it
I got the mic
and you got the mosh pit
What will it take
to make you admit that you were wrong?
Was his demise so carefully constructed?
Well let's just say I got what I wanted
Cause in the end it’s always the same (you're still gone)
Lets go

Literate and stylish (literate and Stylish)
Kissable and quiet (kissable and quiet)
Well that's what girls dreams are made of
And that's all you need to know (and that’s all you need to know)
You have it or you don't (you have it or you)
You have it or you (don't) don't

This is me with the words on the tip of my tongue
And my eye through the scope
down the barrel of a gun (gun,gun)
Remind me not to ever act this way again
This is you trying hard to
make sure that you're seen
With a girl on your arm
and your heart on your sleeve
Remind me not to ever think of you again
This is me with the words
on the tip of my tongue
And my eye through the scope
down the barrel of a gun
Remind me not to ever act this way again (again)
again (again)

This is me with the words
on the tip of my tongue
And my eye on the scope
down the barrel of a gun
I'll never act this way again

Rest the weight (I know somethin that you don't know)
you've had your chance and folded
Don't hold your breath
because you'll only make things worse
Rest the weight (I know somethin that you don't know)
you've had your chance and folded
Don't hold your breath
because you'll only make things worse

(I know somethin that you don't know)
This is me with the worst
(I know somethin that you don't know)
Intentions, don’t
Hold your, hold your breath
(I know somethin that you don't know)
Because you'll only make things worse
Hold your breath
Because you'll only make things worse
Hold your breath
(I know somethin that you don't know)
because you'll only make things worse

Don't hold your breath because you’ll only make things worse!

 

One Way Conversation
                    the way that Pat Ruff feels.

One by one
The children laugh and stare
At the boy down the road that nobody knows and nobody cares
He doesnt look like the rest of them
Cause he won't dress like the rest of them
Nobody cares about the boy on Northman Street

In between the light of day
He wants more than anything
In between the light of day
To find his way out of here

Dinner conversation
Passes him right by
No one cares about his stories they call them lies
Dreams of finding a way
Dreams of being on stage
Nobody cares he's finding his was up Nothing Street

In between the light of day
He wants more than anything
In between the light of day
To find his way out of here
In between the light of day
He thinks he's going to make it
In between the light of day
If he could only take it

This is the time
This is the place
We all go our seperate ways
No turning back
This is the time
This is the place
We all go our seperate ways
No turning back
No turning back
No turning
Your going to be a star someday
Your going to be a star someday
You tell me
Someday
You tell me

There's No "I" In Team

Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
And if we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means

And I've got a twenty-dollar bill
that says you're up late night starting
fist fights versus fences in your backyard
Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor
Soaking in sympathy
from friends who never loved you
nearly half as much as me

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable...ohoh

Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
If we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means

You never knew
well i never told you...
Everything I know about breaking hearts
I learned from you, it's true
I've never done it with the style and grace you have
But I've made long term plans
based on these mistakes

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable

Is this what you call tact?
I swear you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
so let's end this call,
and end this conversation
there's nothing worse...
(that's right he said, that's right he said it)
I swear, you have no idea
The jealousy that became me thinking
(that's right he said)
that you always had it way too easy

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable

Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve

Best friends means I pulled the trigger!!!
Best friends means you get what you deserve!!!

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First in a while [May. 6th, 2005|08:25 am]
[I feel fucking | gloomy]
[melody |taking back sunday and the killers are both stuck in my head]

Well its been a while since I last updated. Mainly because fucking retards can post on this with out having to be your friend. So gay. But anyways. Right now I am in computer programing, bored, they blocked MySpace from the system. So i cant go on that. and this is my last resort. 20somethingdays left of highschool. fucking good i dont need to see the scumbags' faces anymore. Though i am going to miss alot of people here. Mainly Brian. We'll still hang out, but nomore rides into school dead tired, no more rides home throughing things at other cars and at people getting off the bus. Dude Brian your are the greatest frind that i could of ever had growing up, both you and marc. Both are brothers to me. What ever i am going back o work on comp prog.
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(no subject) [Mar. 1st, 2005|09:45 pm]
[I feel fucking | crappy]





..........i cant keep up.......













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Update on life [Feb. 24th, 2005|11:38 am]
[I feel fucking | apathetic]
[melody |whats my age again by Blink 182]

Well as of Friday i am unemployed again. So that means next week its out looking for a damn job. It would be nice for them to pay me as much as the school did. Maybe there is a spring sport that i could help with, other than baseball. (dont know too much about baseball) It was vacation week, inwhich was good. Blink 182 broke up, saddness.

I still dont have my jeep back yet. Sometime soon though. You know what i need to do, i need to start painting and drawing again. shit. that and making good movies not just talking about it. god damn i suck. fuck it i am hungry i am out.
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Fricken A [Feb. 14th, 2005|08:31 am]
[I feel fucking | sad cuz i have killed my jeep]

Well the news update is that i killed my jeep. thats really it, and that its Valentines Day. AND next week is vacation so crazy i need it badly. Too bad i wont be doing anything due to me not having a car. shit. I am suck a retard. alwell yea i dont chill on this that much anymore due to me being on my space now, but eh what ever.

thats all out.

[P]wagon
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Just something to think about [Feb. 9th, 2005|08:54 pm]
[I feel fucking | broken]
[melody |Now It's Done bt Straylight Run]

Its humorous how you can have all the love and friends in the world, but none of it seems to cure the loneliness that swirls in the chalet of your thoughts. The skin feels numb and lifeless when caring hands touches. Caring hands, my caring hands, held yours, as the incensed flames of detestation burned scars into the adversary that stood before it’s very might. These hands that whipped the tears from your eyes as they fell over the simplest of things held your heart with out any doubt of it tearing me apart, close to mine, living as one. You see this thought your eyes are sundering over is not about how I did not abandon you, but it is about how you abandoned me. The time that I needed you most, the time when I was upon my knees, with the sharp blade of the gelatin at my descended neck, you proceeded to walk away. Thanks alot.


I am out, walking the night streets.....
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fuck you [Feb. 9th, 2005|05:43 pm]
[I feel fucking | pissed off]

I am sick of fucking bull shit.


fuck all of it.
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word [Feb. 2nd, 2005|04:20 pm]
[I feel fucking | crazy]

Seniors '05, listen up, dl and listen to "work" by Jimmy Eat World, I say we have this as a senior song, what do you think?


If i get a yes vote I am presenting it to the officers, because no offence to Yellowcard but the song they chose from Yellowcard is a breakup song not a going away song.
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survey i stole from Katie Wags [Feb. 2nd, 2005|01:16 pm]
[I feel fucking | curious]
[melody |non]

Basic Survey [ 87 questions]

Created by PinkEtnies and taken 15313 times on bzoink!

** basics **
Name:Patrick Ruff
Nickname:Pwagon
Location:North Smithfield
Gender:male
Birthplace:Providence
Birthstone:some green colour
Birthday:8.03.86
Sign:leo
Righty or Lefty:it hangs to the right mostly
Screenname:prodigyofmundane
** your looks **
Height:6'
Weight:150'
Shoe size:14'
Hair Color:soon to be black or white
Hair Length:long (riss wants it short fuck her)
Eye Color:blue hazel
Size:of my breast fucking c-cup
Glasses:nope
Braces:nope
Piercings:P.A.
Tattoos:nope
** fashion **
Where do you shop:H.T. and what ever else
What do you usually wear:black.
What kind of shoes do you wear:etnies
Do you wear a watch:sometimes
Color you never wear:i wear everything
Color you wear at least once a week:black
Something you wear everyday:hoodies
Do you wear make up everyday:yes
Make up essential:hahaha no i really dont
Most cherished piece of clothing:my birthday suit
You wouldn't be caught dead wearing:ahhaa not much
Do you wear belts:yes
Do you wear hats:yes
How many pairs of shoes do you have:3, etnies, converse, some kind of basketball shoe
** music **
Favorite kind of music:rock
Least Favorite:rap
How many CD's do you have:lots
Last CD you bought:Straylight Run
Whats in your CD player right now:Incubus
Do you download music:piratcy is not a crime
** Favorites **
Color:green
Number:17
Season:summer
Ice cream:vanilla
Website:www.wgcshop.com
Quote:"Slowly the pen touches paper in the guidance of the words that you write" C&C
Store:Silver Dragon
Band:TBS and The Used and Rufio
Singer:Chris Bobb
Rapper:Denom
Group:no
Song:coin opperated boy
Movie:Chronicles of Ridic
Actor:....
Actress:.....
Kind of movies:action, humor, porn
Place to be:with marissa
Time of day:night
Clothing Brand:hot topic style
Animal:migets
Food:pizza and red bull together with gummi bears
Holiday:10/10/03
Shape:circle
Restaraunt:the lodge
Fast food place:mc donalds
Boy's name:harold
Girl's name:veronica
Word:vagina
Month:july
Candy:gummi bears
** love and relationships **
Sexual Preference:i loke the vagina
Boyfriend or Girlfriend:taken
Crush:orange soda?
Do you believe in love at first sight:no. it was the second time that i feel in love with Riss
What do you look for in a guy/girl:i look of fun and wild and kinky, "Marissa"
Best physical feature:breast, they are beautiful
Best hair color:red
Best eye color:hazel
** randoms **
Do you paint your nails:no
What color is your tooth brush:blue
What's on your desktop:a laptop
Do you like roller coasters:no, but i fly planes ironic
Do you do drugs:yes, phenobarbatol
Are you a virgin:no i do not have a virgin moble phone
Do you have any pets:tracks and claudia
What time do you go to sleep:1 to 4 in the morning

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A single Question [Feb. 2nd, 2005|12:43 pm]
[I feel fucking | its fucking cold]
[melody |Save Me by Unwritten Law]

Does anyone know of any migets? I am in search to buying a miget.
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Existentialism On Prom Night [Feb. 1st, 2005|06:18 pm]
[I feel fucking | shitty]
[melody |STRAYLIGHT RUN]

When the sun came up,
We we're sleeping in,
Sunk inside our blankets,
Sprawled across the bed,
And we we're dreaming,

There are moments when,
When I know it and
The world revolves around us,
And we're keeping it,
Keeping it all going,
This delicate balance,
Vulnerable all knowing,

Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would, kill for this

Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would, you would...

Sing me something soft,
Sad and delicate,
Or loud and out of key,
Sing me anything,
we're glad for what we've got,
Done with what we've lost
Our whole lives laid out right in front of us,

Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would,

Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would, you would....

Sing me something soft,
Sad and delicate,
Or loud and out of key,
Sing me anything.
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Smashed Into Pieces [Jan. 30th, 2005|01:42 pm]
[I feel fucking | devious]
[melody |Silverstien]

Never Again.
I'll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my spine.
Maybe when you find out that I'm dead,
you'll realize what you did to me.


And if my lungs still let me breathe,
would you be there for me.
If I can make myself believe,
I'll give you back what you took away.

No, I won't let it go.
Douse myself in gasoline.
So don't save me when you come into the fire.
I'd rather die than have to see your smile.


You made me swear
I, I can't sleep.
Realize all these things that you took from me.
Smash my heart (you made me swear)
into dust. (you made me swear)
Suffocate my mind. (you made me swear)
Tear at me from inside. (you made me swear)
Smash apart what you created.
How can i ever stop you from crushing my soul?
It was, it was yours, yours to begin with.
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word. [Jan. 24th, 2005|01:32 pm]
[I feel fucking | artistic]

Bored? ((Over 100 questions))

Created by xSwtLilAngel666x and taken 64564 times on bzoink!

[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::Patrick
Birthplace ::Providence
Age ::18
Age you act ::18
Current location ::North Smithfield
Eye color ::blue hazel
Hair color ::soon to be white and black
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::right
Zodiac sign? ::leo
Height? ::6'
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::native american, welsh, african american
Your hair ::long
Your fears ::nothing
Your perfect room ::dirty
What you practically do in a day ::eat sleep make love and hang out with my cock out
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::penis, vagina, dude, homo, queea, bastard
Phrases you overuse ::ya big queea, alright i am pissed
Your first thought when you wake up ::marissa
Your greatest accomplishment ::stayed with a girl more than a year
Something you want to do ::climb 15000 mountain
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::pepsi
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::mikky dees
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::sluts, Gwen from No Dout
Chocolate or vanilla ::strawberry
Adidas or Nike ::vans
Black or white ::i am both including red
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::check please
Burgers or hot dogs ::burgers
Egypt or France ::AMERICA MOTHER FUCKER!
Rock or rap ::hahaahahah cant spell crap with out rap
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::corn stalks
Cuss ::yes
Sing well ::sometimes
Sing in the shower ::na masterbate
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::yes how doesnt
Believe in yourself ::sometimes
Like taking these longass surveys? ::no
Play an instrument ::guitar
Want to go to college? ::RISD
Want to get married? ::Marissa
Want to have children? ::4 of them
Think you're a health freak? ::nope
Get along with your parents ::yes
Get along with your siblings? ::yes
Think you're popular ::nope, i suck
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::many times
Drank alchohal ::no
Smoke ::no
Get high ::no
Done any drugs ::no
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::yes
Been on stage ::no
Gone skinny dipping ::all the time
Been dumped ::yes, i just took one
Dyed your hair ::soon
Stolen anything ::no
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::bobb
Loudest ::marion
Most shy ::john
Blondest ::amanda
Smartest ::me
Kindest ::non
Best personality ::b to the j
Most talented ::non we suck
Best singer ::b to the j
Most ghetto ::marissa ghetto booty all the way
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::bobby
Pain in the ass ::marissa
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::john cuz hes afraid of the breast and gina
Funniest ::all of us
Best person for advice ::me
Dependable ::dude
Trustworthy ::dude
Druggie ::non
Most likely to end up in jail ::all of us in like a year for something stupid
Person you've known the longest ::b to the j, marc
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::marissa
Last nightmare ::b to the j and i were on a date
Car ride ::to the movies with b to the j and dube
Last time you cried ::while taking that dump
Last movie seen ::the core
Last movie rented ::iRobot
Last book read ::playboy
Last word said ::playboy
Last curse word said ::fuck
Last time you laugh ::when i said playboy
Last phone call ::on the phone with brian now
Last CD played ::greatest hits for Chillie Peppers
Last song you listened to ::Scar Tissue
Last annoyance ::Claudia
Last IM ::dunno
Last weird encounter ::wheni went to the bar with ET
Last person you hugged ::my mom
Last person you yelled at ::Claudia
Last time you wore a skirt ::all the time
Last time you've been evil ::all the time
Sarcastic? ::now
Last time you fought with your parents ::yesturday
Last time you wished upon a star ::with riss during the summer
Played Truth or Dare ::that game is gay
Spent quality time alone ::all weekend
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::like a week ago
Do you feel lonely ::when riss and i fought
Ever TP'd someone's house ::no only my ass
How about egging someone's house ::yes
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::WTF i dont know you
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::hahhaahhaa they butt fuck each other
Yo Momma ::can kick your ass
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::nope i am not a cannible
What do you think of George Bush? ::whore
Any secret fetishes? ::nope
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::does that include a spiky belt hah
How many languages do you speak? ::6
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::no i exersize them ;o)
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) ::YOU DONT FUCKING KNOW ME YOU HOMO!

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hmmmm.... [Jan. 23rd, 2005|06:40 pm]
[I feel fucking | depressed]

you know what?

i really need to go hiking again, western america at 10,000 feet about sea level.

i miss the tiredness breaking down your body, your legs so weak that they hurt with every step.

i miss seeing the sun rise over a ledge that you can see miles away atop of another.

i miss not being able to breathe

i miss rinsing your bowl then drinking the water and left over food inside it

i miss the laughter around the fire as scottie wags pees on spilt food to hide its smell

i miss the dirt in every thing and in the food

i miss knowing you have ran out of water and its only in the middle of the day

i miss the dry heat

i miss the friendships i made there, not just the ones that i went with but the people that i met there, like sarah.

i miss getting lost

i miss the tears and the blood

i miss the fights

i miss the feeling of when you arive at camp

i miss looking over a valley and onto the next mountain that stands in the way of the next camp

and i miss the time i spent with my father.

its ironic how alot of these are the terrible things that happened at philmont, but with out these troubles we wouldnt of had so much fun. i want to enjoy them again...

i want to hike the rockies again.
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WHOA! [Jan. 22nd, 2005|12:07 am]
[I feel fucking | excited]
[melody |ehhhhh....quiet]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA SAWYER!

LOVE,
Pwagon

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Violence [Jan. 18th, 2005|11:14 pm]
[I feel fucking | blank]
[melody |Blink 182]

My dearest
I've missed you very very much since that last night we were together
And will hold that night especially in my memories for years to come
I've been turning it over and over in my mind lately
I've read you're letter through at least 4 times
And will probably read it more times before I'm through
I've been sitting here
Looking at you're picture and getting more home sick every minute
I've wanted that picture more than anything else I know of
Except of course you, you're self
I keep thinking of you darling
I keep wishing I could be home with you
I want to leave in the worst possible way so I could come home to see you But:
Things don't look to good on that subject
This war has spoiled a lot of things for everyone I guess
I've never been so lonesome in my life as I am right now
I'm completely lost without you darling
I never realized I could miss anyone person so much
I just hope it won't be too much longer till I'm able to be with you again
And live a sane and normal life.
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Always [Jan. 18th, 2005|11:03 pm]
[I feel fucking | i made $50 tonight...]
[melody |Blink 182]

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready

Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always

And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights I hate them
Lets start this again for real

So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready

Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
(Come on let me hold you) Touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying

Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
(Come on let me hold you) Touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always

Always..

Always..
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